If this isn't the specific academic paper you're looking for, the phrase "I Feel Myself" often appears in these contexts:
Next came the fit. She pulled on a sheer, psychedelic-print bodycon dress—the kind that looked like a heat map. She stepped into a pair of clear PVC heels that made her legs look miles long, even if they were a nightmare to walk in. She finished it with a tiny, structured bag and a pair of oversized, futuristic shades. i feel myself kylie h 2021
"I am physically touching my own body" (often used as an euphemism for masturbation). If this isn't the specific academic paper you're